To Tell the Truth (实话实说)

To tell the truth, after the first decision was made, I have never stopped my efforts of going away.

其实,我很早就知道我必定离开这里。可以前进,可以后退。

The reason is really simple: the decision was made with full knowledge of what it was. Both sides knew it.

原因很简单:那个决定是决定人在知道实际的情形下做出的。所谓不知,乃是借口而已。

There was no reason for holding me back.

没有原因把我扣留在这儿。

That is what I have been telling all the while.

我一直在说的,就是这些。

Of course I have also carried self-therapy. The only unexpected result is still having a difficult birth.

当然,我一直在进行自我疗伤。不期然的结果还在难产。

I cannot stand, nor will I permit myself to give, another opportunity to subject myself to a similar situation. I cannot make out another one. It is just that simple.

我已经不能,也不会允许自己,尝试相似的情境。我不可能活着走出另一个情境。就那么简单。

Once in a life time. You have to give it up when you cannot even understand it.

一生仅此一次。你不懂,只得放弃。

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